quest of hope

vampalexa:

magic-wands:

-Kissing is healthy.
-Bananas are good for cramps.
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
-It’s true. Guys do insult you if they like you.
-Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps.
-89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
-Girls love it when guys hug them from behind the waist.
-Chocolate makes you feel better.
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket.
-Guys think it’s cute when you mess up.

groaaar~~

i’ve wrote everything last night and tumblr just couldn’t handle it, apparently ;p

and after 12 hours, i still couldn’t contain myself, so i decided to write it all again, just.. shorter.

so, as the title indicates, i just got my very first car last night!! yayy =D

we saw the 2007 version of a car last saturday and it was really cheap-it really would be a deal, until it was sold on tuesday or earlier yesterday and mom just felt like we lost a “battle”..

and then fast forward to last night..

it was a freezing, chilling, just a so-cold-night of Perth last night and we went around the car dealers in vic park after dinner..

the first attempt was the john hughes behind VW.. result: troubling the dealer for the whole 30-minutes with all my(and my family) criteria for the car..

second attempt was getting into the VW.. result: i fell in love with the new polo.. it just all a girl ever needed (yeah..) with that “fancy” light in the sunshade to put your lipgloss on.. yet, it’s a no deal cos i will get the yellow-new-polo car on october, the fastest.. =( so, no light on the sunshade..

next, we went to the john hughes BESIDE the VW and my bro spotted the exact same car as we saw last saturday, just newer, lower odometer or kms or whatever, better colour, and in higher category.. and like just being recharged with super duper energy drink, my passive brother just went to fetch my mom straight away with full spirit.. it’s just like a calling for me and my brother especially, i guess =p

so, my mom and sis-in-law went ahead with their bargaining skills -admit it, asian women have that special gift, except me, that’s why me, my bro and my pops just roaming around like some psycho in a freezing night.. and it went worse until me and my bro got into this expensive car (in our definition), and found the car key!!

just when he was going to do something with it, his beloved wife appeared, calling for us =( (boooo~~)

make it short, it ended up in a deal.. we’re going to test driving it tomorrow and it shouldn’t really be a problem cos it only got 4,000 kms in its odometer, but yeah.. check before u buy something„ it’s a biblical guide ;p

after all, God really has a plan and has His own way and always gives us the best.. cos if not, i’ll probably be riding the same car-just worse condition.. =) annddd.. probably my first car dealer is not a smokin hot guy!! =D *that really was the highlight of the night ;)*

mom operation went well this morning and we’ll go there soon =)

ohh.. and geez, God really has everything planned, because our titration team supposed to be taking group picture yesterday which mean i won’t be in the picture cos i have to go to dermatologist, but„ noo~~ the picture taken today =D yayy!!

hahahaha..

today is sherri’s last day at frayne =( yoojin made us a cake that just frozen and we need to put it into microwave XD..

and australia finally has her first woman prime minister.. congratulation for the achievement of being equal in gender =)

well, the next is chem equilibrium test and math investigation, both tomorrow, but ayy.. i’m going to nailed it.. hopefully ;p

x

ps: apparently, it ain’t any shorter than last night entry’s XP

tit.rat.ion..

we “lost” with our titration tonight =(

well, we rank 22nd out of 74th, which is not bad since we’re in the top 30.. ut, we are the only team from our school that didn’t get into top 15-which means we can’t get into the nationals like our other friends do.. i mean, i’m truly happy for them, seriously!! i mean, c’mon!! out of nowhere, they got the 2nd place!! our school-that small, unknown school got the 2nd place!! yet, as much as i love seeing any of them in the top 15, it’s just as much as i want to hear our team called to be in the top 15.. and what makes my heart sinks, is that, we actually made that choice..

we could get higher rank, IF we chose to use that 21.3 mL instead of 21.19 mL..

we could get higher rank, IF we didn’t do the 4th titration for ethanoic acid B..

we could get higher rank, if..

and if, and if..

and that actually made me realise..

that, that word-IF, is just a disastrous word..

it let us imagine things that (probably) won’t happen, like ever..

the use of that word is just, dangerous..

then my parents made me realise (again), that losing is actually not an awful thing.. when we lost, we will then learn how to deal and fix the broken hearts of our, how to rise again and learn to be a better person, a better me, a better you.. and once you can deal with it, when a bigger matter comes to you, you will be ready..

so yeah.. probably losing isn’t that bad.. and well, it makes all those chemistry names stuck on my head„ not a bad thing ay??

mom will be having her operation in two days, and next week is the last week of this term, so it will be pretty jammed, so.. life, bring it on!! =)

i am ready for the next big thing =p

x

ps: when u feeling down, play your fav songs and take a bath„ it helps me, so it might help u ;)

i don’t understand why i’m grumpy for this whole weekend..

and the fact that mom and dad are around, and that i probably will have my very first car in the following week, and that we have brand new LCD TV, and and.. ohh~~ finally front loader wash machine.. they should give me enough happiness until, let’s say, another week.. shouldn’t they??

so, what the fruck is going on??

x

ps: yes, fruck is my own word..

it’s when you combine those stupid words, freak and f*ck together..

voila!!

fruck was born ;p

what a day.. huff.. so many things happened i don’t know where to start!!

the most unpredictable event is that my parents are coming this thursday so my mom can have her medical check up, and if something’s wrong, i probably won’t be able to go back to indonesia next month =( no matter how much i’ve been dreaming and waiting for that..

geez..

luckily i still have some fun part to share..

so.. we were doing river walk although it’s cloudy and we actually got a choice to stay at school (AND study).. me, paige and yolanda were having fun playing and fooling around as we were walking, and rain started pouring down with its dreadful wind blowing ONLY from one direction.. hence there we were, screaming, laughing, fooled by the rain and in an instant, the right side of our bodies are already wet and we were like “wth??”.. but it’s really something that might won’t happen again, anymore.. so, no matter how soggy our socks us because of the “speed bump” in our “amazing river walk race”, it is definitely something to remember =)

well, the day ended with our first titration practice and some zumba.. yolanda especially picked me up and drive me home ;) since it’s her “first debut” it went well (and slow) but we arrived safely and that’s what really matter, right?

this is her debut!! yay!! (i know, i’ll warn her about holding the steering wheel, i promise..!!) yes, it’s not the best of quality and i’m not an artistic photographer but, this is what happened when i get excited about something.. what i really wanna have is the picture of the moment, and so i have it.. ;p

x

i was actually pausing for about 5 minutes thinking about what to write.. believe it or not, i’m nervous and really self-conscious with what i want to write in here, tho i’m pretty sure when i’ve got used to it, i’ll write like crazy -which means: awful grammar, inconsistency of topic, inappropriate language, sadistic blunt words and much more.. thankfully i will type it so there would be no awful handwritings that especially come with emotions overflow..

well.. it’s gonna be the place where my thoughts, insights and one-sided stories that filled with selfishness will flow.. and it’s gonna be a journey of growing up and finding “me”, moreover, it’s a quest of hope..

x